I`m Surviving..

             Days go by..more n more cries i`d made....is it worth it? Yeah...y? Sbb he meant so much 2 me...i love him very much...so much....more than trial spm..hehe..how stupid is dat? But i say..love is blind. It`s true...i sanggup put down my crown..my dignity 4 him..i sanggup plead...i sanggup do anything....n i was happy being blind...very. Cuz god let me 2 feel so in love wit smbdy...n i had mine...but...not 4 long...

               I tink..i shud let go....but my heart wins over my mind...n all da nasihat2 frens gave me...like...4get him...got more fish out there...haha..i dun listen...dis`s wat happens wen i let my heart take control..i buat pekak ja...i`m so hopeless...y ba...most of my love story end up like dis...is it me? Or da guy...or my parents...or...mebe God mau kes sengsara sa...rasa apa tu heartbreak lama2..supaya aku dpt bljr how 2 get through it...mebe...i guess...but i guess He`s giving me overdose of heartbreaks ody...so i wish...there`ll b no more crying...no more break up..let my next boy..b my last...

             If u love smbdy..i mean, rili2 syg dat smbdy...if he doesn`t want u..n he`s happy wit smbdy...b happy..dats wat i learn...n ppl go in n out of our lives 4 a reason..i guess da reason He made me meet Najib is 2 know dat there`s still a guy who u can make husband wit..cuz i rili felt his love 4 me...rili2...ohhh..i`m crying again....

              Hhmm...won`t it b great if...1 day.....juz mebe...hopefully...i rili hope...he come 2 me n say, will u marry me? Haha...i`ll b da happiest bride in da world....if only....if only...

              ?? Smbdy by da name of Max suddenly msg me...he saw my num in najib`s prof...biar betul...hmmm...i tink..even da most hensem gila babeng pnya manusia in da world msg me...i`d rather b single n wait 4 him...i hope i`ll get over dis quick..it`s rili affecting my life...Sa`s worried ody..haha..cuz she saw me wit red eyes n bengkak dua2...

            My wish 4 da nite is....I hope I`ll hav a gud, loving, caring n loyal bf...who`s gonna b my hubby n hav kids wit..n b happy wit our kids..till da moment we both die..God make it come true pls...

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['Cheryl Me']

YO go Del!!!!